The more life goes on, the more that day to day lives are lived out, the more I realize that my wife and I are growing apart. She doesn’t seem to be able to get over the events of last summer, and I’m not in the mind-set to work on living a life with her in my future. Our thought processes and ideas of the future are just getting more and more of a chasm between us. I’m thinking 6 – 9 months down the road, she can’t seem to process 6 hours into the day – I’m thinking about possible job changes, she is content when her day starts before 9am – I’m thinking about relocating to somewhere less crowded and congested, she goes entire days without leaving the house!

Aside from the tension created by the multiple liaisons I had with women other than her, she’s making it her personal mission to make everyone’s life a living hell. The latest foray into the insanity was her creating a false social media page with my information, and then sending messages to people from my past! One of the people impacted reached out to me at work and that’s how I found out about it. contacted the site and they were kind enough to bring the false account down, but wouldn’t share any of the contact information with me. that would have been too perfect, then I could have completely confronted her with the revelation. I know for a fact that she has created false email accounts under other names in an attempt to get me to reply to them. Now I’ve never attended law school, and I’ve never even seen this on Judge Judy, but isn’t it illegal to send emails representing yourself as someone you’re not?

Life is too good, life is too precious to live it under a cloud of depression and hate. It’s about feeling the sun on your skin, watching those incredible moments when the morning haze lifts and the sun breaks through.