The art of medicine consists of amusing the patient while nature cures the disease. -- Voltaire
I shivered with cold, or was it nervousness? Every object in the dark room was bathed in the red glow cast by the large Asian lantern that hung in the corner. An obese gray and white cat sat staring up at me from the wooden floor. To think I had considered taking my problem to a real doctor -- that instead of relaxing on this experienced blue velvet couch, someone I hardly knew could be scrutinizing me in the harsh light of a sterile examination room. I looked to the bald man on my left for comfort as the bald man on my right took my left hand in his. I turned my head away in apprehensive anticipation. Ohmygodthisisgoingtohurt! What am I doing? My heart beat faster, my breaths came quicker, and my teeth clenched involuntarily. Then I thought of Renee. She had undergone the same treatment, and not only did she survive the antiquated remedy, she had also been healed. But did I need healing?
It was almost two years ago when I first noticed a lump the size of a Milk Dud under the skin on the top of my left wrist. As a hypochondriac in denial, I assumed the lump was cancerous, and therefore decided to ignore it. My plan worked until I took up the piano, at which point the lump began to grow and make itself noticeable to others.
"What the hell is that?" my friend Ollie asked.
"A lump. It's been there for a while," I answered.
"Jesus, it's huge! Hey, if you draw a little face on it, give it a hat and a purse and take it shopping, I'm sure it will be your new best friend," he snickered. I didn't want a lump for a friend. Since denial was no longer an option, I decided to do online medical research.
According to emedicinehealth.com , my new "best friend" was a ganglion cyst, defined as "a tumor or swelling on top of a joint" that "looks like a sac of liquid. Inside the cyst is a thick, sticky, clear, colorless, jellylike material." Ew.
Up to 75 percent of these cysts disappear on their own. The woman who answered the phone in my doctor's office told me I would only be referred to a specialist who would either drain my ganglion or surgically remove it, and that neither procedure was covered by my insurance. Since my new friend seemed harmless, I chose to welcome it as I would a houseguest for an unspecified amount of time.
At parties I flaunted my cyst, enjoying the sensation of my mouth when it formed the word, "ganglion." Many of my friends were grossed out. Some were curious. One was angry: Three months ago, Renee marched up to me at an art show, thrust her arm before my eyes and snapped, "Are you happy?"
"Huh?" I had not yet noticed the little lump jutting out on the dorsal side of her hand where thumb meets wrist.
"All I know is, first you have one, and now I have one. You jinxed me. Are these contagious?"
"Renee, they can happen to anyone, at any time. But mostly to women between ages 20 and 50," I said, remembering statistics from my research. Thinking myself quite "punny," I shouted, "Hey, now we're 'cyst-ers!'" Before the night was through, I managed to talk Renee into touching her cyst to mine, thus forming a powerful superhero bond.
Last Saturday, this bond was broken. Or, to be more accurate, it was whacked away. I learned of the severing via an excited phone message left by Renee's husband, Kip. It sounded something like this: "Barb, it worked! It's gone! I can't believe it! Tim whacked it!" Upon hearing his message the next day, I couldn't punch Kip's number into my phone quickly enough.
"What do you mean, it's gone ?" I said when Kip answered, not bothering with time-taking pleasantries, like "Hello, how are you?" Kip didn't miss a beat.
"Brandon was going to hit it with Spain, but Tim just grabbed her hand, massaged it a little, and then whacked it! You should get him to do yours!"
I had read in my research that ganglion cysts are also known as "Bible bumps" or "Gideon's Disease," for in the old days (around the same time they used leeches to cure headaches) doctors would prescribe smashing such a cyst with a large book, the biggest of which was usually the Bible. In Renee's case, the biggest book on hand was a travel tome about Spain.
"Let me get this straight," I said into the phone, in my most sarcastic voice. "Tim punched Renee's wrist and her cyst just went away ?"
"Is she in pain? Did it hurt? Wait a minute, what am I saying? It doesn't matter, it's not like I'm going to ask Tim to whack me, that would be just plain stupid."
In the days that followed, I paid close attention to Renee. Her wrist seemed fine, and she swore up and down that the whacking hurt no more than someone poking you in the arm. Maybe calling Tim wasn't as stupid as I had thought.
"Alright, Barbie," Tim said, in response to my request that he work his magic and doctor my cyst. Then, in the manner of a surgeon prepping for a face transplant, he announced, "On Wednesday, I whack."
David was against it from the beginning. He was convinced that Tim, an athletic guy who is higher on life than Rodney King has ever been on PCP, was going to break my wrist. "Do what you want," David said. "It's not like you ever listen to me anyway." But each time I mentioned the impending whack to a friend, David would roll his eyes and shake his head back and forth, his nonverbal communication for "You are an idiot."