toe tappin finger snappin flying crying and eventually coming to rest no more fuss bus pass or credit cards favorite shoes or hat my temper and all that strived thrived succeeded hailed and failed followed my head n my heart …

coffee shops where alcoholics go to die and live look into a mirror you'll discover a dinosaur what , too many shots and closing times will buy you - salvation sought lost and find in a cup or a mug …

walking watching two load motorcycles onto a truck stop and talk about bikes changes provokes feelings of riding crashing invincibility ! almost all lost in years ago bounced around over hills and through trees yamaha suzuki recalls a ride memory …

no tic or toc plenty of other sounds sticking tickling my brain all to some other sort of time the rain in spain... tumbling round with lazy or crazy ? a pixies song playing where is my mind bobb-ing beat …

sundays are just so without edges of prior days washed rinsed away by what seems to be for me a tame waterfall speed that i control grazing upon my back and chest not so much my head instead depths that …

bluesy greasy drinkin smokin choking in hoboken yeah you've been there right street wrong turn burn edge on ledge off don't look down shoulders and head living leaving looking back to the window faceless standing upright not yet dead blind …

a life one of many memories shapes people places time money spent forgotten approval creation redemption laughter crying all into my blender chopped up and down loud or low slower faster richer poorer whir blur a life of many steps …

hugs n kisses hits and misses prayers said for more than i've known going home see mom limping more than me hearts tugged and pulled love lessons learned from her a tiny woman she grew old to become my portuguese …

lost and needing direction notice the place just ahead dirt parking lot a sign above cheers sounds nice enough walking in all regulars turning gazing deciding i wasn't from their planet walking taller past each one to my open seat …

you get on the bus everyday your own way blond hair pulled back no make up jeans and black sneakers clutching your starbucks our eyes meet i grin a hello you take a seat glances words never exchanged no hug …

missed mondays sunrise avoiding a highrise stop start today's doubt too far out deja vu blue notes not forgot remember some just enough bouncy bouncing ball called the doc join the billions medicate ok to operate machinery greenery good luck …

about me, hell bent drawn to flames never hot enough participate outcast guilty looking past fate being late don't like funerals i am evolving very good at struggling not sure i have the answer enjoy trying to figure myself out …

latitude longitude horizontal skip the other one my measurements correct my sight about right dangerous curves just ahead baby get in a bucket seat built for two new car smell delivered from afar celestial bodies seeing stars /

paper plastic spastic chemical scare lost my hair who's asking brought my own home grown regulate debate waste a ton of money my honey knows how high brow jeweled beanie queenie for a day wishing she could steal at least …

why is jamie calling me ? last time i remember ... over five years ago she was dancing to demons in the corner singing lullabies in that rusty voice she was a drunkin pumkin with a great boob job eyes …

i lay down gently resting my head on a pillow downcast eyes , tonite at peace within my heart oh, troubles still live handed down from past generations added to one's i have created blemishes under my skin covered up …

did somebody order wednesday number 18 steady as she goes ups and downs, la la lala...la la lala my work over easy early forgot didn't have that doc appointment , uh oh ...oh oh re-searching for a solution new routes …

monday is so done. ok to be down looking up a glimmer just enough no hope not so dope underdog hail mary can't go wrong doesn't matter if tomorrows grey or blue tuesday's all new

went to dmv where all my friends will be she stole my keys calling shotgun bench seat double triple my fun fun fun lemon drops for everyone sweet treat candy is dandy but sticks to my teeth sometimes you feel …

colors of my day grey to white to bright blue always amazed how that works makes things alright don't mind the rain it's the ache and pain of grey... real or imagined on the horizon or up above terrible to …

beautiful sunday dreaming streaming round n round in my head all my glory days honey brown was the color of her skin birds and the bees that's where my mind has been profound prance around dance like boy george listen …

i enjoy making breakfast for myself and others confidence evident this morning while friends sleeping about the house effects of last nights wine begin to prepare omelets with my special potatoes its a big kitchen with lots of windows and …

resting restless eyes shut sun flickering testing closed lids refuse to peek shy tempting can't but, suns not giving up staring ain't going nowhere hot standing atop my precious sight glaring shaken me been awake for hours don't want to …

trees more trees please ! can't get enough of them bountiful or bare tall short in a neat row or all alone scrawny brawny hidden among its peers introduce yourself say ... hello to a tree today, adopt one or …

once upon a yesterday brains a scatter what does it really matter tried sane migraine acute angles help on the way ? upside down my mind has stopped dropped to that floor before many times others only see a other …

square peg round hole too big for my fish bowl trash the bash smash it just like pete rinse repeat never invited back to the shady shack windows busted system disgusted rollin up in downtown rent a car went too …

sun rises hope everlasting prayers spoken aloud for only me to hear words said kneeling in front of my bed guidance chance regret felt hopes for my new year so much more... beliefs gentle to my soul strong enough to …

crock pot take a shot kill kill kill bipolar roller coaster hot n cold somber sober meds feds robber baron stay play rock paper seizures 1-2-3 satisfaction can't get none some song mick sung sing ring bell wake up what's …