Often enough, I read. Often enough I'll look to things that are familiar such as lists and remedies, signs that I follow on freeways, you know. I find myself lost in lists. The lists that I mean to follow to keep my mind from wandering from the reality of life and they are well kept. Often enough, they are easy to follow because I write them that way. Being careful to use good penmanship. But I have this one list, the things I meant to do. its the oldest in my collection and the only one still added to (my mind goes blank, I know I have to be somewhere to do a- thing). And I am nowhere near even the middle of this list. My saving grace is that my life is nowhere near the middle so it seems I have plenty of time. WHat doesn't save me is my heart is no longer in it. My heart is no longer in me. So God, help me find it.....please. Amen.

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Ruth Newell June 13, 2012 @ 8:28 p.m.

This really is a sweet way of putting it. Thanks, JC.

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nan shartel June 14, 2012 @ 8:41 a.m.

~~SIGH~~

never put off til tomorrow what u can do today

put those to do list aside and do ur heart list friend

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jc82 June 16, 2012 @ 7:36 p.m.

Awe, ladies! Thank you so humbly. @nan: This one was actually about my heart list, unfortunately, its where I last left my heart. A place that is unattainable. Maybe someone will share theirs with me, someday :). I'll post more soon. Btw, i love what I've seen in the archives from both of you! I'll be commenting soon :).

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nan shartel June 17, 2012 @ 2:07 p.m.

very sweet ...don't worry about commenting if ur busy...i thoroughly loved ur blog

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