as ordinary as we could be...but it didn't feel that way....right from the beginning there were sparks....i wasn't careful....and thought i was made of asbestos....AND AS QUICK AS A LUSCIOUS KISS ON A VUNERABLE PLACE....i was convinced it was EXTRAORDINARY......

the passionate woman can be her own worse enemy

there wasn't any reason to be careful was there ?

after all i was wise in the ways of the universe.....my considerable wisdom..... far and away my most disarming trait.....convinced me that all would go well...... and if not the relationship would be salvagable because i cared........

OH WHAT WEBS WE WEAVE WHEN FIRST WE PRACTICE TO DECEIVE OURSELVES........

i really can't tell you how completely arrogant i was....but it was formidable !!!!

and now....midst the summer sweetness....and winter bleakness of the thing ...i must sit in autumns splender and hope that the Universe will take over my willfulness and sort it all out.....without any misdirection from me

i've learn my lesson....LOL....and my final indictum is BE HAPPY.......

I HAVEN'T BEEN WHIRLING SO TOPSY TURVY FOR A LONG TIME ....BUT I'M DETERMINE TO BE HAPPY....TO MAKE MY ORDINARY PERSON HAPPY

it really isn't much to ask is it ?