Everyone minds their own. No Questions asked, no judgement, a simple exceptance. I was walking by a street community of homeless, wayfarin people. Wonderers who were painting, sleeping, fixing a tent, even playing hackysack. They were layed out in this …

Walking with my standard poodle at night before I go to bed just has to be done. I live near the beach and have a great green area for her to pee before sleep. As we are about ready to …

Recently An art piece thought to be created by the mysterious artist Banksy was covered over. The boring black wall inwhich the picture was on is once again a borring black wall. Funny how the point of this kind of …

Oceanside is a place that can always be appreciated even if you do not know the soul inwhich it's essence truly arises. Upon first arrivivng here some may take in the the old structures or the abundance of souls drifting …

Dear Jimmy, Today of all my days here was especially hard. I am very thankful for this opportunity to work here but I think my hotel room is bugged. I wind up taking a lot of showers when I call …

My hardships in obeying the laws that give me these rights will always be a pain in the ass, why should others have it easier then me? Shouldn't we all have to carry the same responsibilities, paperwork and struggles in …

In Arizona you can carry a gun on your hip, ride your motorycycle without a helmet, hike with a riffle, or carry your gun into a bar. Yep, all rights as citizens of this state. If I were to ride …

By early this afternoon and the breeze from the pacific arose and the smell of fire was in the air. The owners of the airplane engine shop were out in the street and thankful. The fire had started on the …

Fell asleep about 11:00 last night and inhaled a small hint of something metalic. Sniffed my pillows and ran a mental image through my mind if something in the kitchen could have been left on. Ignoring my concern I closed …

Aphrodite syndrome is a real psychological study. I have been acused of living with this syndrome my whole life. I can only explain it as a love junkies experience or a travelers soul, always restless, always looking for the next …

It appears that a parent can legally leave a child of age eleven home alone. As the state does not provide parents with any resources for childcare assistance after age eleven. They do not seem to have any school resouces …

Some times people only find others to relate when each others broken parts fit. On the Oceanside pier there is usually only one pelican sitting and daring strangers to come close. Days like today there are three connecting in silence, thinking perhaps "He thinks this spot is cool , I'll try it to" Eventually they all leave the one solo pelican, but sometimes they come back. I feel like looking at the pier, but I am not wanting to walk on it. I would rather pretend I am a child to scared to take foot. I am happy in a make believe world where goodness is presented and pain is the lesson plan. I have lost a lover and gained a couple friends. I am the solo pelican on the railing, knowing if I wait long enough friends will join me, all the while fixing my broken feathers from a man who has never known me. The only life I have is to take flight alone, walk on the wood, look through the spaces and be happy that sometimes others join me.

I dare you to hurt, learn, and be real.. Sitting and waiting is the best part. Only sometimes they all come back.

A broken heart in repair

As soon as I step onto the Oceanside Peir my music stops , my Ipod dies. I want to wallow A man who dosen't hear me, so I hear nothing? My timimg was off so I feel boredom and lonlines. …

MY friend told me the best way to get over a man is to get under one. I say it only helps and relaxes you. Woody Allen said ( Masterbation ?What is better then having sex with someone you love!) …

The only storm ahead of me is the one I have created. Every step is heavier then the next and the Oceanside Pier dosn't feel long enough. The music blasting through my headphones does not sound loud enough. The people …

There are a few places in Oceanside where one can connect with others without money, words or responsibilites. These days are rare and reflective but also beautiful and harsh. A large storm and big waves brings in a thunder in …